Just a Thought

I'm thinking I want to record a cover of the song Listen by Beyonce. Yeah, yeah, I know. But it's a real good song w/ lot's of soul. Which I'm trying (very unsuccessfully) to train my voice to do. Who knows? Maybe with some practice it'll come out pretty good. It'd be nice to try though, huh? However, it makes me kinda nervous . 1) Because I don't have that great of a voice and 2) Because this would be the first non-joke song i'll have made. It's not my own song, but I'd like to try it only to see if I could do more serious songs successfully. I don't know though, what do you think?? Let me know, Please!

An American Crime

this movie was incredibly rightful in it's name. what happened to Sylvia Likens was absolutely one of the most horrid things i have ever seen/heard of. i would go into it, but it's probably best if you just look her up. throughout the entire movie i was incredibly distraught and... it just makes me dejected and dismal.

The Secret Life of Bees

This book is really really really good! it's been a favorite of mine for quite some time now! and i'm rather ecstatic for the movie to come out! i know it won't be as good as the book, but seeing how i love movies i'm sure i'll like it! i think the cast is pretty suitable for the world of the story so to say the least, i'm excited. i am, however, not excited to see J. Hud!

loves it

Dreams/Nightmares

i wish i could just close my eyes, open them, and it's times to get up. but noooo i have to have dreams all the time disturbing my sleep. and i have to have dreams because i have an overactive mind, therefore having continuous dysphoria due to my lack of a good night. i know, i know, dreams are nice when they're whimsical and jovial, but i'd rather not have them at all if it meant sleeping well... for once. because as of late, i don't even have fanciful dreams, i have friggin nightmares. man i wish i could just knock out completely. yes eight hours of no thinking, no dreaming, no visions... just black out. sounds good.

dreams... don't loves it.