Thursday, October 2, 2008

Dreams/Nightmares

i wish i could just close my eyes, open them, and it's times to get up. but noooo i have to have dreams all the time disturbing my sleep. and i have to have dreams because i have an overactive mind, therefore having continuous dysphoria due to my lack of a good night. i know, i know, dreams are nice when they're whimsical and jovial, but i'd rather not have them at all if it meant sleeping well... for once. because as of late, i don't even have fanciful dreams, i have friggin nightmares. man i wish i could just knock out completely. yes eight hours of no thinking, no dreaming, no visions... just black out. sounds good.

dreams... don't loves it.

1 comment:

Live life Loveadubbin said...

aww mary. Dreams kinda suck sometimes i get you. They can be pretty freakin freaky. I'm sorry you've been having nightmares :[ think of jessica alba